“It’s true then,” she whispered, looking down at herself. “The blood on a shirt does actually look like a Rorschach blot.”
She crumpled gracefully to the ground and lay still. The sky looked pretty and she could hear birds singing. Those things were nice, weren’t they? She couldn’t remember, not exactly. The splotch on her shirt was growing larger. Wetter. She was bleeding out. She tried to smile, but couldn’t. Too much effort. She felt heavy and slow. A song was bouncing around inside her mind. She wanted to hum, or sing some of the words, but just the idea of moving her lips, made her close her eyes. So, this is what dying feels like, she thought. It’s kind of like going to sleep, after a really hard night. She coughed.
“Hey. You okay?” he asked, squatting down next to her. “Looks like you’ve been shot,” he said, dialing 911. “Help will be here in a few. Just hold on. I gotta go. Don’t remember who helped you,” he added.
Did he say, hold on? Hold on to what? she asked herself.
The sirens blotted out the bird song. Something was on her face, people were shouting, and then, there was nothing at all.
***
“It’s too soon for you to be back,” said THE voice.
“Well, I didn’t shoot myself,” she snapped.
“Watch your tone.”
“Why? What’s it going to do? And, for your information, you can’t SEE a tone, so it’s not possible to WATCH it,” she said, gesturing with both hands. “If you think it’s so easy, why don’t you put on a human suit and go down there yourself. Or do you just like telling everyone else what to do?”
“You seem to have forgotten your place.”
“You seem to forgotten that there is no place, except in your own mind. Things have changed, the old days are gone.”
“I could have your wings for that. Insubordination will not be tolerated,” he said, his voice low, loud and hard.
“Try it,” she said, opening her wings, balling her hands into fists. “Go ahead, Michael, give it your best shot.”
A flaming sword appeared in his hand.
“Really? That’s the best ya got?” she laughed. “I’ve been on EARTH. What you think of as fighting is child’s play, so put up or shut up, Michael. You think your flaming sword can scare me?” she asked. “Death, LIVES on earth, so get over yourself. I’m going back. I have things to do. Things none of you pristine, untouched, angels, know anything about. Now, GET OUT OF MY WAY, OR I SWEAR, I’LL TAKE YOU OUT, right here, right now!”
“What has happened to you?” he asked, softly.
“EARTH happened to me. Here’s the thing. People are no longer afraid of you. Humans are used to war and death. They don’t feel awe, or respect, or amazement, at the thought of gods, or angels. If you went to earth and showed them who you were, they would capture you, dissect you, put you in a cage, or museum, or just kill you outright. They DON’T CARE. Those days of ignorance, of worship, are OVER, Michael. You might be news for fifteen minutes. The military would take charge of your sword, so they could make a million of them, to kill more people, faster, and more easily. But that’s all you’d be good for. You need to get with the program. You are no longer relevant. Humans have turned a corner. They have lost their sense of fear, terror and blind faith. It took them long enough, but they finally did it. The more they learned, the less you began to make sense and the more unreal you because. As I said, times have changed. You know what happens when beings are forgotten, Michael? The disappear forever.”
She jerked awake in the ER, pulled the leads off of her chest, and legs, and the needles out of her arms. She got up, thanked everyone, and left. She pointed at a Harley sitting in the parking lot. The engine started and she tied her gang colors around her neck. She knew the guy who tried to help her was supposed to be her enemy, from a rival gang. He should have been glad to see her die but he tried to save her. She revved the engine, music to her ears, and wondered what humans would think, if they knew what the angels among them actually looked like. She nodded at an angel, an unwashed, homeless man, leaning against the EMERGENCY sign. He smiled, and held out his bottle, toward her. She pulled into traffic and went back to her life. A researcher with wings, who was going to hunt down and kill the one who shot her.
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on September 4, 2019